StardustAngel's Journal

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:42:03 GMT

So Friday afternoon I went for the interview. It went pretty well but there was a problem...my age. They have a policy that you have to be 18 to work there, even to hostess and do carside. Steven said that he is going to try to get the head manager to make an exception to the policy for me and have me do carside until I'm 18 and then they can put me on the floor. I am going to find out on monday. Honestly I don't have my hopes up but anything could happen.

Someday you will find me Caught beneath the landslide In a champagne supernova in the sky

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 17:35:04 GMT

This 4 day weekend is well deserved. Wednesday was full of frustration. Mr. Pedersen (K.Black's sub) screwed up a majority of his students grades including mine. To make matters worse is that I have him for two periods-JOurnalism and Creative Writing. Both grades were incorrect. His supervisor Mr.Perez is looking into this situation. I was on edge for the whole day. Last night I hung out w/ 2 of my favorite people from lomb-Cora and Cristina. Around 4 I went over to Cora's and then we went to Cristina's. We made a pit stop at Wal-mart because cristina broke her flip-flop. After that we headed over to Applebees where we met up with our friend Rick. A few minutes later his friend Bob showed up so we all ate together. Rick works at Applesbees and he knew that I wanted to get a new job. So he grabbed me an application. I filled it out and a few minutes later the general manager is at our table reading my application. After he read it he was quick to set up an interview with me for today. It's at 3:30 and I'm nervous. I have my fingers crossed. AFter my interview I have work. After that it's another Friday night ritual

I don't hold no mystery but I can show you how to turn the key

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 20:45:48 GMT

Happy Halloween.....

This weekend was pretty interesting. Friday was homecoming and of course I had to miss it due to work. My boss has been a real dick to me recently. I requested Saturday night and today off and at first he was cool about it but then he became an ass about it. After work, it was off to d&d w/ Mary-lynn, dave, and mike. Saturday didn't go as planned. I worked at Pietros and was home by 4:30. Mary-lynn couldn't get a ride to my house and so I got ready at her house. We left around 6:30ish but she left her jeans at her house so we raced back to her house. We finally got to Dave's around 7 where we met up w/ Dave and Mike. We then jumped in Dave's car and headed over to Ashley's house. The party wasn't what we expected and plus we didn't know 3/4 of the people there. We ended up leaving early and we thought that maybe the concert was still going. By the time we got there, it was over and that the bands were cleaning up. A bunch of us hung out backstage. To make a long story short we all ended up going to a party. It was fun and interesting. Afterwards we went to McDOnalds. AFter that I went back to Dave's which was after 2am. My parents thought that I was going to crash over at Ash's and so when I came home my mom was surprised to see me. I told her that I didn't want to stay over and my mom respected my decision. I spent the rest of my sunday working. Tonight is going to be interesting. I don't know what is going on this week except for Friday.

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 20:14:47 GMT

I should be at work right now but I feel like being late. Blah..... I'll update more later when I actually have the time lol.

I do believe it's true that there are roads left in both of our shoes

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 19:05:49 GMT

I just came home from school and I am waiting for my work uniform to dry. I work six days a week now which makes Tuesday my day off. I have to start saving up for a new car among other things. A couple of events have been bothering me but I'm over it now. Other than that everything is great. Everyone deserves to be happy.

100 things

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 02:47:37 GMT

100 Things You Probably Didn't Know About Me:

1. Name: Ashley

2. Nick Names: my last name lol

3. Birthday: 3-6-88

4. Place of birth: Hackettstown Hospital

5. Zodiac Sign: Pisces

6. Male or Female: Female

__Your. . .
13. Hair Length: medium i guess

14. Eye color: Brown

15 . Best Feature: smile?

16. Height: 5'5

17. Braces?: Never

18. Glasses?: Nope

19. Piercing: 3 in each ear

20. Tattoos: No

21. Righty or Lefty: Right

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Jessica
23. First Award: Soccer All-star in pre-first
24. First Sport You Joined: softball or cheerleading
25. First pet: 2 dogs Bandit and Baron

26. First Real Vacation: Hamptons
27. First Concert: Beach Boys lol
28. First Love: next question

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Dazed and Confused
30. TV Show: Grey's Anatomy, Lost, and Desperate Housewives

31. Color: Blue

32. Rocker: hmmmm

33. Band: COLDPLAY

34. Song Right now: Kanye West-Golddigger

35. Food: fried chicken tenderloin salad

36. Candy: Reeses Pieces

37. Sport to Play: volleyball

38. Restaurant: Pub 199

39. Favorite brand to wear: "American Eagle, New York and Company, Gap, and Old Navy"

40. Store: " "

41. Favorite subject: English

42. Animal: Dogs

43. Book: Nanny Diaries

44. Magazine: Cosmo

45. Shoes: Phatfarm

__ Right Now___

46. Feeling Right Now?: tired

47. Single or Taken?: single

48. Have a crush: possibly

49. Eating: no

51. Typing: no shit

52. Online: yes

53. Listening To: Oasis

54. Thinking About: many things

55. Wanting To: be somewhere else

56. Watching: the computer screen

57. Wearing: nwr patriots shirt and my plaid pj pants

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: yes

59. Want to be Married?: yes

60. Careers in Mind: teacher, psycologist

61. Where do you want to live: anywhere but here

62. Car: idk

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex ___

63. Hair color: Brown

64. Hair length: short

65. Eye color: Brown...Hazel...Green

66. Measurements: what

68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes

69. Hugs or Kisses: both

70. Short or Tall: Tall but not too tall

71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing but knows when to take things seriously

72. Romantic or Spontanious: both

74. Sensitive or Loud: Both

75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship

76. Sweet or Caring: both

77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: no

79. Had Alcohol: yes

80. Smoked: no

81. Ran Away From Home: haha when i was like 7

82. Broken a bone: nope

83. Got an X-ray: yes

84. Dated someone: yes

85. Broken Someones Heart: yes

86. Broken Up With Someone: yes

87. Cried When Someone Died: yes

88. Cried At School: yes

___Do You Believe In_

89. God: yes

90. Miracles: yes

91. Love At First sight: yes

92. Ghosts: yes

93. Aliens: no

94. Soul Mates: yes

95. Heaven: yes!

96. Hell: yea

97. Angels: yea

98. Kissing on The First Date: yes

99. Horoscopes: yes
__Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have???: yes

And as the summer's ending, The cool air will put your hard heart away.

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 05:28:58 GMT

Today or rather yesterday was my last day at the Land of Make Believe. There was a scarce number of people in the park so they started sending people home. I was one of them and as was Cora and Cristina. We decided to come back to the park and the spend the rest of they day there. When we went to the office, Chris the owner was having a meeting and we got to sit through it. He is a very nice man and very personable if you catch him in the right mood. First, we went to my house so I could get ready, then to COra's, and then finally to Cristina's. WE took like 2 and 1/2 hours to get ready. We got to the park at 2:00. When we got there I immediatly bought a camera but I really didn't use it which i'm upset about. I got to say my good-byes whiles having fun. I'm going to miss all the students and of course y American friends but we all live by each other so it's not that bad. This summer was amazing and I don't think it wouldn't of been so great without all these people.

Survey Thingy:

[Marital Status]	Single
[Shoe size]	8.5
[Parents still together]	Yes
[Siblings]	2 younger brothers
[Pets]	2 dogs, 7 cats, 1 rabbit, 2 gunea pigs, and 4 ducks
*FAVORITES*
[Color]	blue, pink, yellow
[Number]	All the multiples of 8 lol
[Animal]	Dogs
[Drinks]	Diet pepsi, Vanilla coolatas/fraps, water, ice-tea
[Soda]	Diet pepsi/coke
[Book]	The Nanny Diaries
[Flower]	Don't really have one
*DO YOU*
[Color your hair?]	Yeah
[Twirl your hair?]	Out of stress
[Have tattoos?]	nope
[Have Piercings?]	only in my ears
[Cheat on tests/homework?]	no/sometimes
[Drink/Smoke?]	special occasions and such/No
[Like roller coasters?]	Yes
[Wish you could live somewhere else?]	Yes
[Want more piercings?]	Possibly
[Like cleaning?]	Once I get into it
[Write in cursive or print?]	both but my handwriting is shit
[Own a web cam?]	no
[Know how to drive?]	Yes
[Own a cell phone?]	Yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?]	Yes
*HAVE U EVER*
[Been in a fist fight?]	Never had to be
[Considered a life of crime?]	No..my dad would kinda kill me
[Considered being a hooker?]	NO
[Lied to someone?]	Yes unfortunately
[Been in love?]	No
[Made out with JUST a friend?]	nah
[Been in lust?]	yes
[Used someone]	No
[Been used?]	Yeah
[Been cheated on?]	No
[Kicked someone in the nuts?]	Yes
[Stolen anything?]	No
[Held a gun]	Yes
*CURRENTS*
[Current clothing]	Blairstown CHeerleading Sweatshirt and grey sweats
[Current mood]	Tired
[Current taste]	preppy with an edge?
[What you currently smell like]	Eternity Moments by Clavin Klein
[Current hair]	Clipped up
[Current thing I ought to be doing]	Sleeping
[Current cd in stereo]	Oasis-(Whats the story) Morning Glory
[Last book you read]	Wicked
[Last movie you saw]	In theater:The Skeleton Key At home:Ladder 49
[Last thing you ate]	Fried Chicken Tenderloin Salad
[Last person you talked to on the phone]	Cora like a half hour ago
[Do drugs?]	No
[Believe there is life on other planets?]	Not really
Remember your first love?]	yeah
[Still love him/her?]	no
[Read the newspaper?]	yes
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?]	yes
[Believe in miracles?]	yes
[Do well in school?]	I guess
[Wear hats]	yes
[Hate yourself?]	i have my moments
[Have an obsession?]	yes
[Collect anything?]	yep
[Have a best friend?]	yes
[Close friends?]	yes
[Like your handwriting?]	NO
[Care about looks]	I guess
*LOVE LIFE*
[First crush]	My old neighbor in Green Twp
[First kiss]	6th grade
[Do you believe in love at first sight?]	Yeah but I think it's more of the lines of lust at first sight
[Do you believe in "the one?"]	sometimes
[Are you a tease?]	IDK
[Too shy to make the first move?]	no
*ARE U A*
[Daydreamer]	yes
[Bitch/Asshole]	at times
[sarcastic]	yes
[Angel]	i have my moments
[Devil]	not really
[Shy]	sometimes
[Talkative]	Yes
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 04:23:28 GMT

Saturday night was amazing!!! I can honestly say that the Coldplay concert was the best concert I've ever been to-hands down. Lisa was originally going with me but she couldn't get out of work and it was too late to ask anybody so I went solo. I had my blanket set up in the lawn section and I made some phone calls. This couple who was next to me asked me if I was alone and I was like yeah. They work for the bestbuy in Rockaway and each store gets 2 tickets to the hottest concerts. This couple already bought their tickets for the concert but the girl ended up winning the vip ticket. She didn't want to be apart from her boyfriend so she decided to not use the ticket. They offered me the ticket for free. I said sure and off to the vip seating I went. My seat was in the 20th row-dead center. I get to my seat and this girl named Monica asked which Bestbuy store I worked for and I explained to her the story. Turns out she also works at the Rockaway Bestbuy. The opening act was a band called Rilo Kiley. They were alright. Finally at 9:00, Coldplay comes on and boy was it amazing. They are great live and the effects were so cool. They played for over 2 hours. Chris Martin (the lead singer) screwed up the begining of "the scientist." He stops and says "oh man I just fucked up the single. I definitely don't want to do that." So he restarts the song and it was beautiful. The finale was crazy because Chris ran throught the audience and ran to the gate dividing the lawn from the seats and giving those peeps their moneys worth. The concert blew me away. I want to see them again.

Sunday night I had work at Pietros from 2:30 to 8:30. This kid Josh from lomb was having a get-together at his house. After work I got ready and went to pick up some people. I got to his house at 9:00. It was alright I guess. I left around 11 and I drove Cora home. Today I did a little back to school shopping. I'm not ready to go back but tomorrow is the big day.

Survey Thing:
1. What is your middle name?
Elizabeth

2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
white

3. What are you listening to right now?
Coldplay

4. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
46

5. What was the last thing you ate?
Cracker

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Yellow

7. How is the weather right now?
Kinda cool

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Lisa

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Smile

10. Favorite type of Food?
Italian

11. Do you drink?
Not really

12. Do you smoke?
No

13. Ever get so drunk you don’t remember what you did?
Not to my knowledge

14. Hair color?
Brown

15. Eye color?
brown

16. Do you wear contacts?
No

17. Single?
Yep

18. Favorite Month?
March, July

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
Yes

20. Last Movie you Watched?
The ending of Titanic

21. Favorite Day of the Year?
December 25th

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
I guess

23. Hugs or Kisses?
Both

24. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla

25.Do you want your friends to respond?
Respond to what

26. Who is most likely to respond?
Idk

27. Who is least likely to respond?
Idk

28. What book are you reading?
Wicked

29. Piercings?
3 in each ear

30. Fav. Movie?
Dazed and Confused, My Bestfriends Wedding, You've got mail

31. Fav. baseball Team?
Yankees!!!!!

32. Any pets?
2 dogs-Precious and Mina, 7 Cats-Oliver, Maggie, Laurel, Hardy, Rowdy Ryan, Snowball,and Matilda

33. YAHOO!?
no

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
Butter

35. Dogs or cats?
Dogs

36. Favorite Flower?
Many

37. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yes

38. Do you like to travel by plane?
I don't remember because the last time I was on a plane, I was 8

39. Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right-handed

40. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2

41. Are you missing someone?
Yes

42. Who do you think is gorgeous?
Josh Hartnett, Johnny Depp, Ben Affleck, Orlando Bloom, and Derek Jeter

Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you, And everything you do, Yeah they were all Yellow

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 03:16:53 GMT

I must be crazy because I got another job. I'm a waitress at Pietro's in H-town. Sunday was my first day there and I did very well tip and performance wise. Thing is the lomb is ending in a few days so it's good that I got this job. I found out this morning that my father is working the Coldplay concert Saturday and that I'm going to the concert. I'm so fricken excited. I mean it's lawn seating but it doesn't matter to me as long as I get to see Coldplay. SUnday is that feast thing which means I'm going to have a very busy weekend.

I really need to go back to school shopping for clothes. If only I had the time to go.

Here's my schedule:
1.) Journalism-K.Black
2.) Gym/Health-Snyder
3.) Chemistry-Haupt
4.) ALgebra 2-Lobb
5.) Lunch A
Creative Writing/Sophie's World-K.Black
6.) Basic Foods/International Foods-Gezci
7.) Political Science/Human Behavior & Sociology-Murphy
8.) Chorus-Cohea

Ash

I got my feet on the ground and I don't go to sleep to dream

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 14:20:05 GMT

Saturday was my Aunt Cindy and Uncle Mike's BBQ. It was alright I guess. I got to see my cousin Josh which whom I haven't seen in like years. I found out that my Aunt and Uncle are taking me to the Italian Feast in Jersey City in a couple of weeks. I'm excited because my dad's side of the family is going to be there. My parents can't go because my brother Ryan is too young. Sunday I went over to Jess's house for manhunt. There was about 10-15 people playing so it was a little crazy. To add to the excitement it was pouring. We were originally suppose to play in this abandoned field but it was really muddy and gross. We ended up playing it at the house. We also watched the Blue Collar Comedy Tour Rides Again. It was a crazy night. Monday a bunch of us decided to go down to the glen. We met up at Jess's and drove over to the glen. We hiked 3 miles and then we went to the swimming hole. Then we did some rock climbing and other stuff. Mikey and Mike wanted to go fishing so we had to hike even more to get to the lake-they didn't catch anything. After that we went to DQ and then back to Jess's. It was a fun day. Yesterday I had work at the LOMB. It was Renee C's last day there because she had to go back to college. Then we found out that David got fired, and that Rick and Matt quit. This sucks because we are understaffed. Today I have work at Winnerscircle at 5. I have to call so many people it's not even funny. I'm such a slacker.

<3Ash

Sat, 13 Aug 2005 06:47:07 GMT

I got this from Heather....List ten songs that you are currently digging... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words, or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artists, and the ten songs in your blog. Then tag five other random people to see what they're listening to:

Fall Out Boy-Sugar, We're Going Down

To me this song is about trying to be what your significant other or whatever wants you to be but in reality you can't live up to their expectations. Some people have high standards. FOB songs are so catchy expecially this song.

We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Foo Fighters-Best of You

I love this song. I think it's about how the new loves in an ex's life just doesn't cut it. You think that when they were with you, they had best of things but now that it's over nothing will ever be as good. Dave Grohls vocals in this song is so intense. FF are still one of my faves.

I've got another confession to make, I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break, holdin' you
Were you born to resist or be abused
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you

The Killers-All these things that I have done

This song is my favorite off of "Hot Fuss." I didn't think they'd release it as a single but they did. I love the "I've got soul but I'm not a soldier" part.

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Maroon 5-Sunday Morning

This song is so sweet and romantic in a simple way. Maroon 5 is a great band to see in concert.

That may be all I need
In darkness, she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Oasis-Wonderwall

This is one of my favorite songs ever! I can relate to this song. It's so hard telling that certain someone how you feel about them. This song nails it.

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting

This song makes you think of all the good times you've had. I love 90's music.

I remember running through the wet grass
And failing a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

Josh Kelly-Only you

It is all about the chase hehe

You know the game
Your wearing it
And you make the rules
I’m breaking ‘em
And it’s feeling good
For sure you can't deny
Cause you started it
And you seem into it
Don’t you dare act surprised

BSB-Incomplete

I couldn't resist.....This song brings me back to my teeny bopper days. I love how this song is so dramatic.

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Gwen Stefani-Cool

Breakups don't always have to be so sour. Sometimes it's the best thing to do. But is it really possible to be friends w/ an ex?

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

311-Amber

This song is makes you want to get away from the stress and just relax.

Whoa, amber is the color of your energy
Whoa, shades of gold displayed naturally
You ought to know what brings me here oh
You glide through my head blind to fear
And I know why

Without you I’ve been standing 'round here like a statue

Wed, 10 Aug 2005 18:04:31 GMT

I got my parking spot for school!!!

Nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:25:32 GMT

These past few days have been really interesting. My boss at Winners changed everyones schedule since it's been slow so now I have SUnday, Monday, and Friday off. I'm sorta happy about it but whatever. Now I have time to hang out with my girls and guys. Yesterday was cool I guess. See it was pay day and so I had to pick up my checks from both Winners and the Land. When i was getting my check at the land i saw the ex. It was a weird encounter but we ended up having an hour long conversation at the gas station in hope. It closed a lot of gaps and it answered a lot of questions. I can now say that him and I have a true friendship now. Later that day Tami and I had a girls day. After we dropped off her sister Amanda we went to the mall. Tami had to get sneakers and I needed jeans. She got her shoes from Footlocker and I got my jeans from American Eagle. We also bought earrings from Claires and then Tami bought the new Will SMith cd. We had dinner at the food court and then we headed off to Mansfield to go to the movies. We saw the movie Wedding Crashers. I loved it!!!!! Owen Wilson was so cute in it and Vince Vaughn was hilarious. I had a lot of fun. I cant wait to hang out with everybody again. I miss everyone. I still have to get my senior portrait done. I procrastinate way too much.

<3Ashley

Are your secrets where you left them cause now your ghosts are mine as well

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 04:03:11 GMT

Wow...... I really haven't updated this thing in so long. I just got back from vacation about 3 or 4 hours ago. It started off shitty but ended up being fucking amazing. My parents made reservations at a hotel in Watkins Glen. This hotel ended up being absolutely horrible. After one night there my parents were fed up so we took a drive over to Canandaigua which is like 20 minutes away from Watkins Glen. We stopped at the beach and my parents saw that we were enjoying Canandaigua so my parents decided to check us into the Inn on Canandaigua. The hotel was very cute and Canandaigua is absolutely breathtaking. My moms family is from upstate ny so it's kind of a tradition to come up and visit the area. My parents are thinking about buying property up there since it is so great. My vacation involved swimming, go-karting, shopping, mini-golfing, boat rides, and a bunch of other stuff. This vacation was well deserved; my family needed one. I needed it since all I seem to do now is work. Here am I am once again bitching about woring when all it is doing is making me money. Tomorrow I am working a double shift- 10-6 at the Land- 6-11 at Winners. Then Saturday I'm at the lande meanwhyile my AUnt Liz is coming down for a visit and I also have to go to my cousins graduation party right after work. Sunday my Aunt Perse and my Uncle Dan are coming down with my Cousin Doug for a visit. I have the day off SUnday (thank god.) I really need to call some people. I really haven't availible to anybody and I wish I could be there for them. I haven't checked my voicemail nor my e-mail. Well I need to start unpacking my shit and then I have to get some sleep.

<3Ashley

And I know that you hope Longer good-byes Embracing for forever and falling in your eyes

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 02:21:23 GMT

Last night I saw the Lion King on Broadway. The show was amazing and mind blowing and it rocked even more since my family and I were in the 6th row. The show was a birthday present from my Aunt Laurie-Anne. So her, my cousins Dana and Kristen, and I spent the whole day in the city. We arrived around 3 and the show didn't start until 8. So we walked around and did some shopping. I bought a new bag from the Quiksilver Store. Around 4:30 we were getting hungry and decided to eat at Carmines but there was an hour wait. Instead we ended up eating at Bubba Gump which is a restaurant themed after the Restaurant Bubba and Forest came up with in the movie Forest Gump. It was so cool. They had the movie playing everywhere and the food was great. During dinner my aunt spilled some sauce on her white gap shirt. She was freaking out so after we ate we dashed to Gap. AT the Gap I bought this really cute outfit- it's a offwhite lace tank top with a mint green wrap sweater and a pair of khaki slacks. After that mission we went to Barnes and Nobles to see if if it had the book that Dana needed for summer reading (they didn't.) Then we crossed the street and headed into Sephora. We didn't stay long since the show was going to be starting in 20 minutes and it was a few blocks away. Let me tell you, from the first scene to the very last I had chills. I really want to see it again. The musical ended at 11:30. I got a cup of coffee from Starbucks and then we left. I didn't get home until 12:30 this morning. I love NYC!!!!! My car is acting up again. Ugh... I had a good day at work. I'm actually enjoying working at the and all the people there. I've been clearing up some issues with the former. It isn't as hostile as it was before. He is fun to talk to but there is just so much to clear up. I am going to be at Winners tomorrow and I have to keep reminding myself to save my tip money. I can't wait for my mini vacation coming up in two weeks. I'm spending a few days in upstate ny. I love it up there. Tomorrow is that whole Harry Potter spectacle which I'm probably going to after work which is around 10. It all depends if I'm up for it. I definately have to wash my car tomorrow. That's it for now.

Ashley

Keep quiet, Nothing comes as easy as you.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 04:47:13 GMT

The things you learn from an ex..... damn. Anyways, I'm really upset about the terrorist attack that occured in London yesterday morning. Personally I do believe that this attack wasn't all about Britain being an ally w/ the USA. In my honest opinion I found it interesting how this attack took place the day after the location of the Olympics were announced (which would be London.) Also, the G8 conference was occuring. I don't know really. I learned some info yesterday at work which really is bothering me; actually it's bothered me the whole fricken day. Ugh who cares when there are better and more important things in tis world to worry and care about than some teenage bullshit. My grandpa is going for surgery today for his heart. He also has prostate cancer so this is making me even more nervous. I have to get to bed because tomorrow-rather today is going to be a long one. I have to pick up both my paychecks (yes both), cash them, and then go to the dmv to renew the registation on my car which is going to cost god knows what. AT least my next car insurance payment is in January. I'm going to Upstate NY in a couple of weeks for s mini vacation. I fucking need one. I need to get out of Blairstown.

Ashley

it's real and it's been fun but was it all REAL fun?

Tue, 05 Jul 2005 22:55:53 GMT

I hate him. He knows the things to do and things the say to tick me off. I hate working with him, I hate seeing him, and I hate hearing him.

Hear the sound of the falling rain, Coming down like an Armageddon flame

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 03:29:34 GMT

I feel so drained. I just got home from work at Winners. It was slow for most of the night but then there was a rush towards the end. I made a pretty decent amount of money tonight. I didn't really get much sleep last night since I had a pretty interesting day yesterday. I had work at the "lomb" and I got out at 6:30. Lisa and I have been trying to hangout for these past 3 days but work and the weather didn't help matters. SO yesterday after work I went home and got ready to go out. Lisa and I went to the Friendly's in Stroudsburg by the Wal-mart. After we ate we went to her car and ate our ice cream and made a phonecall to her boyfriend Matt. He wanted to meet up with us but by the time we get to hangout it would be close to 11. SInce I really wanted to hangout with them I called my 'rents and asked if it was cool if I stayed over at Lisa's. My dad said yeah so I drove to my house picked up some clothes and borrowed money from my mom. I got back to Lisa's at 10:45. When I got there, we left to go meet up with matt and his friends. Wow..... They were so nice and at first it was weird b/c i didn't know them that well but soon after that feeling went away. It was a crazy night. This morning i had no energy but lisa had work at 8 so I left her house around 7ish. I drove to H-town to get some breakfast and then i went home. I cleaned up my room a bit and then I had to get ready for work.

Tomorrow is going to be crazy. I have work at the land but i have a graduation party to attend. Thing is I cant take off of work and so I would be showing up at the party at 7 which is 5 hours into it. Now my mother is being a pain by having me come home and babysit. I'm stressed out and i all i really want to do is see my friends and have fun. I also have to stop by someones house for something but i forgot why. I payed my car insurance and now I just have to re-register the car and now I can't my money towards other things like a new car, college, and all that stuff. Sunday I am working at 4 and I'm working Monday which is the 4th of July. I'm going to miss the picnic thing but i have to watch the fireworks from work. I'd rather be with my family. I'm so tired so now i think i'm going to actually sleep.

Ashley

I've got another confession to make, I'm your fool

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 03:36:14 GMT

I work way too much. My car has been in the autoshop for like almost a week and im pissed. I need more money because I have to have like $400 for my car insurance and my registration. Growing up and gaining new responsibility is hard but hey I guess I'll be ready to face the world when I'm on my own. It's totally weird because I find myself worrying about increasing gas prices and finding where it's the cheapest *cough*the hess station in H-town*cough*. Also I find myself doing my own laundry especially at 11:00 pm. Whatever....

Okay so I went back to the lomb to work. There are some amazing people who work there and some whp I would love to dump hot cooking oil on. I never thought Romanian guys were so interesting, funny, and sweet. Ugh I'm gushing. There is a certain person who I hate to see (if you know me well you know who i'm talking about.) He makes me angry. To get off the topic of work and shit things are getting to me. Damn

When this began I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 03:00:21 GMT

5 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BAG:
01. Make up/body spray
02. Cell Phone
03. License
04. Wallet
05. money

5 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY:
01. Shirt
02. jeans//capris
03. flip flops//shoes
04. earrings
05. make up

5 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:
01. Lobster
02. Ravioli
03. Chicken Parm
04. Grilled Chicken Salad
05. New England Clam Chower

5 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS AT SCHOOL:
01. Lisa
02. Rosey
03. Alyssa
04. Tami
05. Heather

5 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES:
01. Dazed and Confused
02. Dogma
03. Reality Bites
04. Thing Called Love
05. Out of Sight

5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
01. Bed
02. dresser/ end tables
03. desk
04. tv cabinet thing
05. yellow recliner

5 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY:
01. Cheeseburger
02. Oatmeal Raison cookie
03. bean dip
04. roastbeef sandwich
05. carrots

5 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:
01. Family
02. Friends
03. Reading
04. a car
05. a house

Tryin' to keep my eyes closed Tryin' to keep it just like before

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 02:43:40 GMT

This week has been amazing. I got my SAT scores and I did well and finals were this week and I did good. Also, Ms.Cornish gave me a huge complement by telling me how I am one of the few people whom she has taught that has an actual understanding and passion for english and how I am one of her favorite students. Then i come home and my mother is holding a letter from Mrs.Woznicki saying how much of a good person I am and how it was pleasure for her to be my teacher. I don't think I have ever felt so proud of myself. Tuesday was Elissa's birthday and to celebrate the occassion a few of us were going to see Madagascar. Lisa needed a ride and I picked her up 4:00 but then Jill wanted to come so I went and picked her up. I think that I can honestly say that I have learned to get around Columbia lol. We ended up being 20 minutes late but it was worth it. On route 80 this woman in a ford explorer was trying to race me. It was crazy but then when we were in H-town, this guy tried to pull in front of me while i was going down the rode. WHo pulls out while someone is passing? He almost hit me and i was kinda pissed but we started calling him "Rico Suave" because he looked like a wannabe latino lover. When we got to the theater we walked into the movie laughing hysterically. We all thought we were going to fall down the stairs. The movie was very cute but it kinda ended unresolved as if their going to make a sequel. After the movie, lisa, jill, robin, elissa, rachel, and I headed over to Wendy's. Jill and I ordered our meal biggie sized it was hillarious. After wendy's, Jill, Lisa, and I decided to go the backway through Jenny Jump. Then we got the idea to go down Shades of Death rod even though it was still light out. We go down the road and we see the lake we pull in and we ask this guy if he know where we were suppose to go on the road. He said it was further down the road. We end up turning on this side road and we were going crazy. Then we decided to head back and we decide to pull back by the lake thing. We pull in and there is the guy doing it w/ some girl. I later found out that the lake was the attraction. After that we headed back home. I dropped off Jill and then Lisa and I headed home. It was a cool night.

Tonight was Holly and Emily's end of the year party. It was so much fun and the people there were amazing. I am the ping pong queen lol but i sucked at v-ball. Swimming was great and everyone was amazed by the fact that there was speakers in the pool. To quote Henry M,-"Linkin park is underneath the water!!!!!!!!!" Volleyball turned intense but soon became lax after everyone was trying to figure out what the brand "Jose Cuervo" meant. We also watched the prom video which pretty much was of the same 5 people. Kim is my therapist lol and I almost died from a plastic dart. Holly needs to throw another party.

tomorrow is my last day as a junior and then it's hello senior year. I can't go to graduation because i have work which I am upset about. God I am going to miss the seniors. It's kinda bittersweet since I am excited about becoming a senior. This summer is going to be amazing and i just can't wait.

What I really wanna say is I've got mine

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 22:45:22 GMT

list your 5 current favorite songs:
1.)Oasis-Wonderwall
2.)311-Amber
3.)Maroon 5- This Love
4.)Kelly Clarkson-Behind These Hazel Eyes
5.)Papa Roach-Scars

You came along

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 01:51:48 GMT

I just got home from this Baptism class since I'm going to be a godmother and the priest thought that I was a mother. Wow. My Aunt thought it was the funniest thing ever. I felt insulted but I got over it.

They're beautiful as you and they like to dance

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 20:55:21 GMT

What time are you starting this? 4:25 pm

Name? Ashley

Nicknames? my last name

Date of birth? 3/6/88

Sex? female

Height? 5'5

Eye color? brown

Where were you born? H-town Hospital

Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 17

Pets? 2 dogs, 6 cats, a rabbit, 2 guinea pigs, and a lot of ducks

Hair color? brown

Piercings? 3 in each ear

Town you live in? Blairstown

Favorite foods? lobster, ravioli

Ever been to Africa? nope

Been toilet papering? yes

Love someone so much it made you cry? no

Been in a car accident? yep

Croutons or bacon bits? neither

Favorite day of the week? FRiday

Favorite resturant? Pub 199

Favorite flower? lily

Favorite sport to watch? football, and baseball

Favorite drink? diet coke

Favorite ice cream flavor? cookie dough

Warner Bros. or Disney? both

Favorite fast food restuarant? subway

Carpet color in your bedroom? green

How many times did you fail your driver's test? I passed it on the 1st try

Whom did you get your last email from? my aunt

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? idk

What do you do most often when you are bored? listen to music

Most annoying thing to say to me? idk

Bedtime? don't have one

Favorite TV show? grey's anatomy

Last person you went out to dinner with?: my family

Been out of country? Canada

Believe in magick? no

Ford or Chevy? ford

What are you listening to right now? 311- Amber

Have you ever failed a grade? no

If you have, what grade did you fail?

Do you have a crush on someone? idk

Do you have a bf/gf? no

If so, what is their name?

How long have you been together?

What are you wearing right now? clothes lol

Would you have sex before marriage? depends

Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? no

Are you a virgin? yes

Do you smoke? no

Do you drink? maybe

Are you ghetto? no

Are you a player? no

What are your favorite colors? pink and yellow and blue

What is your favorite animal? dogs

Do you have any birthmarks? yes

Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? no

Who do you talk to most on the phone? Tami

Have you ever been slapped? yes

Do you get online a lot? depends

Are you shy or outgoing? outgoing most of the time

Do you shower? yes

Do you hate school? no

Do you have a social life? yes

Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? not really

Would you ever sky dive? hell yeah

Do you like to dance? yes

Have you ever been out of state? yes

Do you like to travel? yes

Have you ever been expelled from school? no

Have you ever been suspended from school? no

Do you want to get out of your hometown? yeah

Are you spoiled? at times

Are you a brat? i have my moments

Have you ever been dumped? no

Do you like snapple? yes

Do you drink a lot of water? yes

What toothpaste do you use? Crest

Do you have a cell phone? yes

Do you have a curfew? I think so

Who do you look up to? a couple of people

Are you a role model? idk

Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? no

What name brand do you wear the most? old navy, american eagle, and aeropostale

What kind of jewelry do you wear? earings

What do you want pierced? another piercing in my ear

Do you like takin pictures? yes

Do you like gettin your picture taken? sometimes

Do you have a tan? not really

Do you get annoyed easily? at times

Have you ever started a rumor? no

Do you have your own phone or phone line? cell phone

Do you have your own pool? yes

Do you have any siblings? yes

Have you ever been played? idk

Have you ever played anyone? no

Do you get along with your parents? yes

How do you vent your anger? writing

Have you ever ran away? no

Have you ever been fired from a job? no

Do you even have a job? 2 jobs

Do you daydream a lot? yes

Do you have a lot of ex's? no

Do you run your mouth? sometimes

What do you want a tattoo of? fairy or a butterfly

What do you have a tattoo of? nothing

What does your ex bf/gf look like? very tall, blonde hair, green eyes, glasses

Have you ever been bitched out? yeah

Are you rude? no

What was the last compliment you recieved? my neighbor said he liked my shirt

Do you like getting dirty? i have y moments

Are you flexiable? idk

What is your heritage? italian, irish, german, polish and a variety of others

What is your lucky number? 8, 16, 21

What does your hair look like right now? a medium shade of brown and short and layered

Could you ever be a vegetarian? NO

If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? brown lol

Would you ever date someone younger than you? maybe

Would you ever date someone older than you? definitely

When was the last time you were drunk? idk

How many rings until you answer the phone? 2 or 3

Have you ever been skinny dipping? no

If yes, when was the last time?

When was the last time you went on a date? idk

Do you look more like your mother or father? mother

Do you cry a lot? eh

Do you ever cry to get your way? sometimes lmao

What phrase do you use most when on the phone? omg, or I can't believe him

Are you the romantic type? y6es

Have you ever been chased by cops? no

What do you like most about your body? my smile and my eyes

What do you like least about your body? mostly everything lol

When did you have your first crush? elementary school

When was the last time you threw up? a month ago

In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? both

Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? hell no

What about cleavage? maybe

Is your best friend a virgin? yes

What theme does your room have? Spring and summer

What size shoe do you wear? 8.5

What is your screen name on AIM? sunshineangel368

How are you feeling right now? happy

When was the last time you were at a party? prom weekend

Have you ever given a lapdance? no

Have you ever recieved one? i dont think so

Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? probably

What is one of your bad qualilties? I can be bitchy

What is one of your good qualilties? I am always there

Would you marry for money? no

What do you drive? 92 lincoln towncar

Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? both

So? huh

Well? ok

When was the last time you cried in school? during that drunk driving assembly

Would you ever hook up with the same sex? nope

What kind of music do you like? mostly everything but mainly rock

Would you ever bungee jump? yes

What is your worst fear? death and loneliness

Would you ever join the army? if i had to

Do you like cows? yes

If you were to die today, what would you do? say goodbye to all those who mean something and remember all the good times

If you had one thing to say to someone before you die, what would it be? I love you

Do you like to party? yes

Hearts or broken hearts? hearts

Moons or stars? stars

Coke or pepsi? both

Favorite scent? hmmmm

Favorite band? maroon 5

Would you ever dye your hair red? sure

How many languages can you speak? 1

What time are you finishing this? 4:45

The waves keep on crashing on me for some reason But your love keeps on coming like a thunderbolt

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 04:07:05 GMT

Alphabet Survey

A - Age you got your first kiss: 12 and it was at trip camp
B - Band listening to right now: Oasis
C - Crush: not too sure
D - Dream: happiness, success, and love
E - Easiest person to talk to: so many to name
F - Favorite bands at the moment: Maroon 5, Oasis, The Killers
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: both
H - Hometown: Blairstown
I - Instruments: clairinet, and violin (back in the day)
J - Junior High: NWR
K - Kids: I don't have kids
L - Longest car ride ever: 12 hours to Tennesee
M - Mom's name: Laura
N - Nicknames: my last name
O - One wish: happiness
P - Phobia[s]: heartbreak
Q - Quote: "The hand you hold is the hand that holds you down."
R - Reason to smile: life, family, friends, and pets
S - Song you sang last: Jack Johnson-Sitting, Waiting, Wishing
T - Time you woke up: 9:00
U - Unknown fact about me: I'm an open book so i don't really keep things to myself
V - Vegetable you hate: do yams count?
W - Worst habit(s): a bit unorganized, swearing
x - X-rays you've had: gallbladder lol, stomach, hand
Y - Yummy food: raviolis, potatos, lobster, and steamers
Z - Zodiac sign: Pisces

I think I am turning into a work-aholic. I am going to be working at the Lomb for the summer which hopefully wont interefere with my job at Winners. Yesterday was a bad day. I was covering for someone at work and I thought her hours were from 3-10. I got to work at 2:45 and 15 minutes later my boss starts bitching me out for being an hour early. He also yelled at Kate for being 2 hours early. He made us leave and so I dropped Kate off and then I stopped at my house. I came back to work and i was mad all night but some peeps cheered me up. Today was way better and I made good money. I have off tomorrow (thank god.) That's it for now.